My usual method of getting these feelings out is writing about them, but the posts I write never get published. It's almost as if I'm embarrassed to say how i'm really feeling, or i'll feel stupid if I look back over the post on a day when i'm feeling happy.
It's not like I want to go and rant away on any social media platform that will listen, because we all know how annoying that is, but I do honestly feel better after writing stuff down, almost as if I need to write about it to understand, accept and move on from those feelings.
99% of the time, I am generally happy, i'm blessed to have a pretty awesome life, but like I said, i'm only human, and sometimes you just got to let it out.
I guess what i'm trying to say is that this blog is a space for me to share with you guys what's going on in my life and interesting things I find along the way. I don't want to feel like I can't be my true self on my own blog (Though in saying that, don't expect anything to change, i'm not about to go all emo on you guys and rant and whinge in every post - promise!)
Even just writing this post, i've cleared out the negative cobwebs and I feel so much better. It doesn't even matter if no one if listening, sometimes you just need to acknowledge your feelings, and move on...
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